Feels like I’ve been here for days Treading water Tending to fires Oh Feels like I’ve been lost in waves Dreading being tired; lost In the sea of all my mistakes I keep holding back all of this pain I feel like I will let you down No I keep fighting back against these lessons I don’t think I will learn how How Feel it on me Now, now, now Sometimes I just feel this weight It will always hold me down Pushing up against the glass Feeling like I let you down I’ve been stuck here Stuck in limbo for days But I don’t think I can I don’t think I will Make it out of here Maybe I never can I’ve been stuck in here for days Locked inside this messed up headspace Living with emotion, turmoil inside I don’t think I can make it out alive Maybe I should float on by I’ve been being held down By the thoughts lately I; I; I; uh Weight of my decisions hanging now All of them; I can feel it on me Now, now, now Sometimes I just feel this weight It will always hold me down Pushing up against the glass Feeling like I let you down I’ve been stuck here Stuck in limbo for days But I don’t think I can I don’t think I will Make it out of here Maybe I never can I just wanna talk, I just wanna talk Stop acting like you care at all Alone in my room but I never Do you even want me around at all? Ooh All of that nonsense we go through Why do I hurt everyone like you Why do I hurt with everything I do I done sealed my fate Every mask I wear reveals my face I was low off life and high off hate Right now I don’t care what you say, like Still stuck in my ways Looking at the world I’ll never be safe Your name on my tongue, a medicine taste But I feel it on me Now, now, now Sometimes I just feel this weight It will always hold me down Pushing up against the glass Feeling like I let you down Down, down, down, down I’ve been stuck here Stuck in limbo for days Days and days like; like; like Days and days like But I don’t think I can I don’t think I will Make it out of here Maybe I; maybe I I’ve been stuck here Stuck in limbo for days I don’t think I can Or maybe I will Make it out of here Maybe I can

I don’t think I’ve ever smiled when I’m alone I avoid being alone I need a dose of messages on my phone Emotionally I’ve never grown I know; I might; Mess up Sometimes; I feel it Chasing me down again I know; sometimes, I fuck up And I feel And I don’t know why It’d be nice to meet the person I’m supposed to be Surrounded by empty and I don’t know why Keeping busy Hiding feelings I’ve been feeling like I’m running on empty Hold on tightly To what excites me Otherwise I might drown, shit it’s tempting Sometimes it holds me down It’s subtle chalk it up as ironic Being thrown around I guess there’s a reason that they call it chronic I don’t think I’ve ever relied on anyone else I can barely trust myself I’ve been fighting inside with all these version I’ve held onto I don’t think I like myself I have a hard time standing in-between The spaces of who I am Observing myself without self esteem I still don’t know why It’d be nice to meet the person I’m supposed to be Surrounded by empty and I don’t know why Keeping busy Hiding feelings I’ve been feeling like I’m running on empty Hold on tightly To what excites me Otherwise I might drown, shit it’s tempting It holds me down It’s subtle chalk it up as ironic (so ironic) Being thrown around I guess there’s a reason that they call it chronic I’m busy Hiding feelings I’ve been feeling like I’m running on empty Hold on tightly To what excites me I might drown It’s tempting Sometimes it holds me down It’s subtle chalk it up as ironic Being thrown around I guess there’s a reason that they call it That they call it chronic There’s gotta be a reason why What is wrong with me

I was born in The Valley The buildings in the distance tall Blocked out by the leaves They’re falling down I was born feeling empty The product of my dad hating himself And like Father like Son I think I might be down I think I might be running Towards the lights And my problems are small But they’re taller than me Oh god; why am I making these excuses now I will die in The Valley The hole I’m in, it feels so small Blocked out by the screams They are so loud I was bored being happy So I left I did not say goodbye And like Mother like Son I think it’s in my blood Watching it trickle down my fingers Land into the drain Numb it with pain Changing my name god; why am I chasing these excuses now So let me say Before I leave I’ll regret the things I keep Inside, I know My memories Are burying me So bury me in The Valley

Well maybe I don’t know what I need Maybe I’m running on empty Maybe I’m drowning in henny I’m living from caffeine, and dying on codeine Or maybe I’m just pretending So I can sound interesting Maybe I’ve run out of stories Maybe I’m running I think I Broke my legs Falling down Falling for you And I think I Broke my spine Lost my sight Staring at you Whatdoido? well maybe I don’t… fuck, hold on Well maybe I don’t know what you need Maybe I’m dying slowly Maybe the dirt has been shifting below my feet lately I feel like I’m sinking down Sinking down again, I feel like I’m stuck in this place Building walls and blocking air again, such a disgrace I escape to addiction I cannot survive I replaced drinking water with wanting to die I feel it in my chest It’s like an avalanche, burying me again I think I Broke my legs Falling down Falling for you And I think I Broke my spine Lost my sight Staring at you Whatdoido? Well maybe I don’t know what I need Maybe i’m running on empty Drowning in henny Living from caffeine Dying on codeine

I've got about 50 different hats that I have to wear One for my mom, one for my job One for my friends, one to survive Well tell me is it stupid for me To think that I could be somebody; not who I am Tell me is it stupid for me To expect something else besides where I am now Oh no; feeling like I lost my mind I don't think I know why I try Surrounded by people that I don't like Don't know why, and I gotta get out So who am I without you around Maybe I can blend in somehow Who am I without you around Chameleon; chameleon boy Who am I without you around Maybe I can blend in somehow Who am I without you around Chameleon; chameleon boy Mmm - chameleon boy Chameleon I’ve lied about 50 different things in my life And I know I’ll do more I know I’ll do more So call me a failure Call me a f***** Call me the things I call myself God, it was so stupid thinking I could get out of here now Oh no; feeling like I lost my mind I don't think I know why I try Surrounded by people that I don't like Don't know why, and I gotta get out So who am I without you around Maybe I can blend in somehow Who am I without you around Chameleon; chameleon boy Who am I without you around Maybe I can blend in somehow Who am I without you around Chameleon; chameleon boy I’ve only got 24 hours in a day Maybe one of these moments I’ll Choose not to waste them away So am I Being stupid? Pushing through it? I don’t know So who am I When you’re not around Maybe I can blend in somehow Who am I When nobodies watching me Everyone stares at me now Chameleon boy

In the distance I see lights now And I think they’ve all but gone out I’ve been treading water for so long It feels like I might just give up Let it hold me down Well I’m too busy letting myself down Letting myself down now Everytime Oh - I keep on fighting against the weight Maybe I'm the sum of all my mistakes Oh - I keep on lying to myself The distance it feels like it’s growing But I will not grow In the past I see all our fights And I think I’m wrong in hindsight I’ve been treading water for so long It feels like I might just give up Let it hold me down Well I’m too busy too busy letting myself Hold me down now The distance it’s growing now In the distance I see lights now And I think they’ve run out I’ve been treading water for so long I might give up

I’ve been staring at the moon and it feels like I don’t need you for forever, just for the night I don’t care if it’s only temporary I’d rather be happy for a moment of your time I’ve been staring at all these alarms going off I know that your flight is about to depart I don’t care if it’s only temporary I’d rather be happy for a moment of your time Well I think I might be Losing it slowly Losing my mind as the light comes in I know it may be selfish Sorry baby; I can't help it now Well am I holding you back? Well am I part of the problem now? Oh - I think that I hold you down Oh - I think that I hold you down Oh - I think I’m buried in the ground I think I’m dragging you down I dragging you down I’ve been staring at the moon and it feels like I don’t need you for forever, just for the night I don’t care if it’s only temporary I’d rather be happy for a moment of your time I’ve been staring at all these alarms going off I know that your flight is about to depart I don’t care if it’s only temporary I’d rather be happy for a moment of your time OFF A moment of your time A moment of your time Call me selfish now A moment of your time A moment of my time Maybe I’m selfish now You say that I’m controlling I’ve only got your best interest in mind You say that I’m revolting That I’m a fucking waste of your time I’m a fucking waste of your time Maybe I’m selfish now I’m a fucking waste of your time I’m selfish now I’m fading out I know I might be losing now Hopeless I’ve been staring at the moon and it feels like I’m selfish now I’ve been staring at the moon and it feels like I don’t need you for forever, just for the night I don’t care if it’s only temporary I’d rather be happy for a moment of your time

I’m not afraid now Although I’ve been before My chest is sore My lungs are tired of grasping for air My vision blurs out As the end draws near Catch a glimpse of the sky hanging over the waves And the silence is deafening I; I;ve been fighting with these feelings that I do not understand No; I don’t know that I; I can feel the coins of gold and silver resting on my eyes Drowning in the lights Do not resuscitate me CHORUS Do not resuscitate me I think I’m alright I’ve meddled on the other side Drifted between the lines I know i’m not fine but I’ll be fine Maybe someday; I’ll find Ways to make it out I’ll navigate the bitter drought Even though the silence is deafening I; I;ve been fighting with these feelings that I do not understand No; I don’t know that I; I can feel the coins of gold and silver resting on my eyes Drowning in the lights Do not resuscitate me CHORUS Do not resuscitate me Why, why, why, why Why don’t you listen Why do you care Forevermore Why, why, why, why Why do you reach out Grab my hand? From the waves below Why, why, why, why I’m throwing punches Battle what’s inside of me Do not resuscitate me CHORUS Do not resuscitate me

Remember when I would say I’m sorry I disappoint you everyday Well I think you may have had it right I’m tired of living in this life The broken bones, they’ll be stronger once they heal Mentally, I don’t think I can feel anything I’m spinning out, I’m reeling again I think I might be hopeless I bend and I break I think I might be losing it Oh - watch me break down I think I might be hopeless I bend and I break Feel the mistakes Feeling the weight tear me down Oh Watch me break down Bend and I break I bend and I break Remember when I would pray Hopefully I can escape from this place Break out of this maze Well I think I may have had it wrong Maybe I’m right where I belong The broken bones, God will they ever heal I have emotions I don’t know if they’re real And yet I feel everything Yet I feel everything I think I might be hopeless I bend and I break I think I might be losing it Oh - watch me break down I think I might be hopeless I bend and I break Feel the mistakes Feeling the weight tear me down Now I bend and I break Bend and I break

There’s something in the ground now I feel it underneath my feet, I Feel my heart it gets weaker With each step Or maybe it’s my fault Maybe I belong Where I am right now Maybe I let myself down This will be the death of us Part of me is glad it’s done I’m fading away, fading away Fading away, fading away Lay me down in the flower bed Let it pull me undertow I feel the darkness close around me But I kinda like it though Lay me down in a shallow grave Let it kill me slowly Let it kill me softly, I think I will die alone There’s someone on my shoulder Telling me it’s not safe I think I’m gonna break down again Down again Well maybe it’s your fault Maybe you belong alone And I am wrong to stay here alone I don’t know where to go This will be the death of us Part of me is glad it’s done I’m fading away, fading away Fading away, fading away Lay me down in the flower bed Let it pull me undertow I feel the darkness close around me But I kinda like it though Lay me down in a shallow grave Let it kill me slowly Let it kill me softly, I think I will die alone *Act 1 medly* I just wanna talk, I just wanna talk (oh no) Stop acting like you care at all (i do) Alone in my room but you never call Do you even want me around? I don’t think I’ve ever smiled when I’m alone I’ve avoided being alone I’ve avoided being alone For far too long I’ve been stuck here Stuck in limbo days Days and days like Days and days like I was born in The Valley I don’t know if I’m happy Digging free from a shallow grave Let me live life slowly Let me live life softly I think OFF In the distance I see lights now And I fear they’ve all gone out I’m afraid now Just like I’ve been before Place the coins of gold and silver on my eyes I’m stuck in Limbo and the pain is chronic, kills me everytime In The Valley - blending in with the lights off in the distance And the moon is coming up and if I’m lucky I might miss it And I don’t think I can Maybe, maybe I can Make it out of here FUCK Maybe I can be a better me

I’ve been feeling like I’m stuck And I’m trapped in this maze Navigating these four walls I've been locked up for days Maybe my bones they are sore From walking so long Or maybe I’m in love with the pain though Make it hurt just a little bit more So thread the needle Just a little bit deeper I’ve been eager for feelings That I probably do not understand I been working every evening Trying to earn the meaning too this life But maybe i've been following a broken plan Or maybe I don’t know a thing I’m chasing after pretty rings Grab a hold of every shining thing that I see I’ve; gotta be a better me I gotta be a better me Oh oh No, oh I; I gotta, I gotta, I gotta be I; I gotta be a better me

Tough game - tough life Rude words - sharp knives I’m scared that maybe I’m not doing this right So am I doing alright? Thick skin - bloodshot eyes Another failed attempt, another sleepless night I’m terrified that maybe I’m not doing this right Well am I doing this right? I don’t think I appreciate everyone in front of me now And I don’t think I recognize everything that’s detrimental to my health Well AmIDoingThisRight? Don’t think I’m all right Mom said I’m alright I’ll say I’m fine Tough games that we play I don’t know the way to make it out of this place Make it out of this place Maybe I’m displaced for a moment Maybe I get caught up in the focus Focusing on the shit I shouldn’t Everything that I do, you wouldn’t Maybe I don’t know how to do it And my heart is slowing down Everything surrounds me, I feel it And I’m not doing it right Cause I don’t think I appreciate everyone in front of me now And I don’t think I recognize everything that’s detrimental to my health Well AmIDoingThisRight? Don’t think I’m all right Mom said I’m alright I’ll say I’m fine Tough games - tough life Loose words - Sharp knives Well am I doing this right? I’m scared that maybe I’m not doing this right Don’t think I’m alright Feels like I’ve been here for days Treading water Mom said I’m alright Sometimes I feel this weight hold me down I’ll say I’m fine

Maybe I don’t know why Maybe I don’t know why I try Maybe I don’t know why I Maybe I don’t know why I lie Maybe I don’t what I Maybe I don’t what I need right now just to stay alive Maybe I been here chasing All the shit that I don’t need Watching everything shifting around me I’m sinking down Don’t know how to make it out To make it out this time Oh - I know you said it’s not important I know I said I was fine I know I said I’d be ok Ok, ok - baby maybe I lied I feel so low I swore that I’d let it go It’s not a broken promise I don’t know, I found it in my pocket babe These cracks, they form around I know that I let you down Just another broken promise I don’t know, I found it in my pocket babe Lately I’m busy numbing Numbing out all of this pain Maybe you don’t know why I’m having trouble Trying to sustain Everything surrounding me Feeling like I might be drowning slowly I’m slowly going down now I keep saying maybe I need another hit Something in my veins Pop another pill, face another hill Blaming anybody else insane Brain decaying, I feel the weight of it Shovel dirt on top of myself Oh, do I hate myself? Oh - I know you said it’s not important I know I said I was fine I know I said I’d be ok Ok, ok - baby maybe I lied I feel so low I swore that I’d let it go It’s not a broken promise I don’t know, I found it in my pocket babe These cracks, they form around I know that I let you down Just another broken promise I don’t know, I found it in my pocket babe I feel so low And I swore that I’d let it go It’s not a broken promise I don’t know, I found it in my pocket babe These cracks, they form around I know that I let you down Just another broken promise I don’t know, I found it in my pocket babe

Hey - I found it in my pocket I’m lying, I’m lying, I’m lying, I’m lying, I’m lying to myself I think I might me losing it (come on) Keep your head from the start, don’t fuck it up now Everything that I need to say is a phone call away But I’ll fuck it up now I; I’m doubting myself - rerouting myself I’m running in place - feeling mistakes Calluses break I know how to fake it now I’m writing texts that I’m erasing now Maybe I can break out, maybe I can bend now So let me say At least one time I’ll regret the things I say I’m so scared that my last memories Will be made from my bad days Let me say At least one time I’m scared that I’ll be wrong We’ll fight then you’ll be gone And I; won’t get a good goodbye I won’t get a good goodbye I, I’ll die in The Valley Feeling my mind as it takes me Maybe the devil just tempts me Maybe my shoulders are heavy Why, why, why Why don’t I - why don’t I know you Why don’t I know you, I call you now I know I let you down, I let you down sometimes I know I’ve let myself, I’ve let myself go slide I don’t know how the fuck to free my mind I don’t know how to say goodbye So let me say At least one time I’ll regret the things I say I’m so scared that my last memories Will be made from my bad days Let me say At least one time I’m scared that I’ll be wrong We’ll fight then you’ll be gone And I; won’t get a good goodbye I won’t get a good goodbye I was born feeling heaviness in my chest I was taught how to avoid it Maybe it’s for the best My mother said son Put on your best blue suede shoes Go walk until you fall Go fight until you lose

Feeling like I might be lost Look at you and I see home There’s a fire burning in your lungs Makes me feel less alone My mom told me son you’re an avalanche Your mind is a force of nature But your soul is destructive And you’re gonna end up alone And I always thought that it would be so simple I’d live in the ripples The temporary space But you make it hard for me to keep it simple You’re making me a mess, and I feel it in my chest I feel it in my spine I feel it in your eyes When I look in them with mine, I I feel like I’m at rest Floating in the sea Feeling the warmth of it all wash over me, I Feel it all Finally feel like I’m safe I’m just glad that I’m found I no longer wish that I was buried Six feet down I told you babe, you’re like an avalanche God, you’re a force of nature Your soul is amazing But I’m afraid I’ll end up alone And you always said that it could be so simple Just accept the stillness Leave the negative space But you make it hard for me to keep it simple You’re making me a mess, and I feel it in my chest I feel it in my spine I feel it in your eyes When I look in them with mine, I I feel like I’m at rest Floating in the sea Feeling the warmth of it all wash over me, I Feel it all Feel it in my heart Feel you in my soul Held you in my hands The greatest thing to hold You make me feel so old And so brand new Oh What do I do? I; I feel it in my chest I feel it in my spine I feel it in your eyes When I look in them with mine, I I feel like I’m at rest Floating in the sea Feeling the warmth of it all wash over me, I Feel it all

Think I’m at it again Think I might put myself in this hold I’m in Think I’m at it again Think I’m burying my sins in the covers Of the bed that I’m laying in It’s 3am and I cannot sleep I don’t know, I need you here with me So maybe I’ve been drowning myself again I don’t know where it ends I dig my fingers to the wound Just so I can feel something Can you help me break my bones? I like the way they feel when they’re healing now Oh I’m broken down I’m spinning out I think that I might need a miracle I know I may seem eager Baby, I just wear concealer Oh I’m struggling Under the weight Well I don’t know how much more I can take Could fade into the ether Or maybe I’ll wear concealer now Oh - Oh Oh - Oh Think I’m at it again (gain gain gain) Hurting all the people that I love because I can Are we nearing the end Hopefully I can reconcile how I bend And break I make mistakes I think I might Be heading towards my fate Think I’m at it again (Oh) I’m at it again So maybe I’ve been drowning myself again I don’t know where it ends I dig my fingers to the wound Just so I can feel something Can you help me break my bones? I like the way they feel when they’re healing now Oh I’m broken down I’m spinning out I think that I might need a miracle I know I may seem eager Baby, I just wear concealer Oh I’m struggling Under the weight Well I don’t know how much more I can take Could fade into the ether Or maybe I’ll wear concealer now I’m broken down I’m spinning out I think that I might need a miracle I know I may seem eager Baby, oh I just wear concealer Who am I now When you’re not around Maybe I can blend in somehow Who am I now When you’re not around Chameleon boy Mmm, I just wear concealer

Trying to fall asleep again Maybe I just, maybe I just need to pretend Maybe I just need to bend I bend til I break Is it all inside my head? I keep on aching now Am I better off instead? Keep on aching now So look at all this time I’ve wasted On people I don’t need Look inside my head and realize I’m better off empty So look at all this time I’ve wasted I’m complacent, so stay right here Look inside my heart and realize Oh; they’re growing pains *whispers* Growing Pains If I fell down in the shower Would you lend a hand? Oh god, oh That was a bad fall Why the fuck am I comparing All the lights in the distance to yours? You’re all I need I hurt my knees I’m growing and it’s killing me Oh - it’s killing me So look at all this time I’ve wasted On people I don’t need Look inside my head and realize I’m better off empty So look at all this time I’ve wasted I’m complacent, so stay right here Look inside my heart and realize Oh; they’re growing pains *whispers* Growing Pains

I heard a whisper through the wall It told me a rumor I was wrong to leave you all alone I felt a panic in my heart I run away to be strong; I need you all along But maybe it’s supposed to hurt This love it feels like work But fuck it I know; it’s worth it to grow Into the dirt Watch me revert to salt and lime Bring me back; before I lose time I think I’d rather fight inside this house So why don’t we just lock the doors; Why don’t you say what’s on your mind I’ll just say what’s on my mind; Burn it down until we’re fine Let’s stay inside Let’s stay inside Oh; Let’s stay inside I know they say that love is hard But loving you comes easy Sometimes it just means; that we don’t leave things Even if it hurts I’d really rather feel the pain Well maybe it’s supposed to hurt This love it feels like work But fuck it I know; it’s worth it to grow Into the dirt Watch me revert to salt and lime Bring me back; before I lose time I think I’d rather fight inside this house So why don’t we just lock the doors; Why don’t you say what’s on your mind I’ll just say what’s on my mind; Burn it down until we’re fine Let’s stay inside Let’s stay inside Oh; Let’s stay inside

How am I supposed to know all the answers When I don’t even know the questions I don’t even know the route to take So I’ll make it ‘bout me again And I think I like to struggle And I must love the pain I must love the fall Further from your name How am I supposed to know where the end is? When I can’t even find the start Wandering in the dark Further from your name Woah Further from your name Is this all in vain Closer to the pain Got me askin’ Why, why, why? Why don’t I know you Why don’t I know you anymore? Why, why, try? I fight this devotion Feels like I’m motion sick Ahh Can’t fight this devotion It feels like I’m motion sick Maybe I don’t have the answers No matter how much I pretend No matter how much I wish I did again How am I supposed to talk to a voice I don’t recognize? How do I love a face like mine? How do I love a mind like mine When I don’t like mine I’m boxing with my shadow but I keep on landing punches It seems I like to bruise I’m trying to play the game ahead but I won’t learn the rules Seems I like to lose So I’m asking Why, why, why? Why don’t I know you Why don’t I know you anymore? Why, why, try? I fight this devotion Feels like I’m motion sick Ahh Why, why, why Why, why, why Why don’t I know you? Oh - why don’t I know

Remember when I would say I’m gonna be fine someday I just keep finding myself Falling deeper, deeper now And I don’t think I know why Something like this I mind I think I might fall again And how do I say I’m fine Instead I just lie inside Opening up doesn’t come easy for me For me now I think it’s fine if it’s not me Taught to ignore my struggling I don’t think I can help myself up tonight Oh, that was a bad fall I’ll probably be alright, but it will leave a scar Can you help me crawl back to bed Can you match the way I bend Can you match the way I bend Can you match the way I bend Remember when I would say I’ll probably die someday I don’t think I will reach 30 if I’m lucky now Cause I think it’s fine if it’s just me Drowning inside all my failings All my feelings, pulling me down, down, down Shit Why do I say I’m fine When I think I died inside Opening up doesn’t come easy for me For me now But I gotta learn how Cause I don’t think I can help myself up tonight r Oh, that was a bad fall I’ll probably be alright, but it will leave a scar Can you help me crawl back to bed Can you match the way I bend Can you match the way I bend Cause God knows I bend a lot Can you match the way I bend God knows I bend and I break Under pressure I’ll fake it again Remember when I would say I’m sorry sometimes I’m so gay You pull me aside Say that it’s ok Oh, I know that it might have been a bad fall But you’ll be there to catch me at the bottom after all Woah, that was a bad fall I’ll probably be alright, but it’ll leave a scar Can you match the way I bend Can you match the way I bend

I’m disenchanted I’m unaware Feel like I’ve been wandering around aimlessly Can you hear me I can’t hear myself Think I might escape right now And I’ll fall Down in insecurities I; I’m buried in shit surrounding me I; I don’t think I’m alright But only tonight I’m; I think I need to escape this room Feels like I’ve been here for years In reality it’s probably only 40 minutes Feeling like I’m treading water I’m pushing up against the glass I think it might break I’m disenchanted I’m unaware Feel like I’ve been wandering around aimlessly Can you hear me I can’t hear myself I think I need to escape I’ll fall Down in insecurities I; I’m buried in shit surrounding me I; I don’t think I’m alright But only tonight I’m; I think I need to escape this room

My whole life It’s defined by seasons Running on repeat I gotta be a better me My whole life It’s defined by stories Things to help me sleep I gotta be a better me My whole life It’s defined by seasons Running on repeat I gotta be a better me My whole life It’s defined by stories Things to help me sleep I gotta be a better me I gotta be a better me OFF M̸͍̓̆ỹ̶̙;̵̧̡͝ ̶͚̠͠ḿ̷̢̯̒ỷ̸̻;̷̧͝ ̶̦̟́̏w̶̰̏̎h̴͚̺̓̓o̷̠͛l̵͈̀́͜e̵̯̙͂̀ ̴̲̆ḽ̵̙͑i̷͈̰͝f̸̹̊ē̴̢̻ ̶̪̅͝N̷̫̈́o̶̡͌ ̶̰̙̊͝s̵͖̓̇ͅl̶͔̆̕ę̴͐͊e̶̤͎̐̚p̷̠͐;̶͓̎ ̷͕̥͊š̵̹e̸̛̘a̷͓̦̓ś̴̭̻͌ô̷̫͓̇n̷̜̰̉̊s̵̟̎̋ ̸̘͉̏R̷̟̅͠e̴̛̼͛a̵̠͇͋ṣ̶͝ö̸̢́n̸̩̦̈́s̶̩̫̃̄ I gotta be a better me Ḿ̴͉̺͒̐y̶̢̽̅̍;̶̺͚̻̃͋̚ ̵͕͉͓͂̇͝m̵̩̖͆ỷ̷̖̜;̸͚̩̄̀̀ͅ ̴̤̺̆̌w̵̯̱̳͌̋̆h̶̙͍̆ö̶͔̖́̂̃l̷̻͈͋͝e̴͖̊ ̴͕̯̈̆͘l̶͚͇͍̔̒̆i̸̳̅̀͒f̴͎͓̖̍̽e̵̞͐̄ ̵̧͚̽͊͆N̴̜͈͉̄̀̈́ỏ̶̧̜ ̴̮̞̥̃̾̚s̶͉̤̀̍͝l̷̤̠̒̊̍ę̵̊̏͝e̴̙̔̃̓p̵̓ͅ;̷̗̩̓ ̷͎̈́̋͝s̶̫̗̐͊ȩ̵̾̎a̶̟͠ş̴̻͚̌͊̈́o̵̢̖̮̽̌ñ̷̗͓̏̅s̶̜͗ ̷̠̰̩̽S̷̨̠̆ṫ̶̢̲̟̉o̴̖͆̑̇r̸̩̞̤̾i̵̳̇̊e̷̩̖̿s̶̼̳̙͑ I gotta be a better me M̸͍̓̆ỹ̶̙;̵̧̡͝ ̶͚̠͠ḿ̷̢̯̒ỷ̸̻;̷̧͝ ̶̦̟́̏w̶̰̏̎h̴͚̺̓̓o̷̠͛l̵͈̀́͜e̵̯̙͂̀ ̴̲̆ḽ̵̙͑i̷͈̰͝f̸̹̊ē̴̢̻ ̶̪̅͝N̷̫̈́o̶̡͌ ̶̰̙̊͝s̵͖̓̇ͅl̶͔̆̕ę̴͐͊e̶̤͎̐̚p̷̠͐;̶͓̎ ̷͕̥͊š̵̹e̸̛̘a̷͓̦̓ś̴̭̻͌ô̷̫͓̇n̷̜̰̉̊s̵̟̎̋ ̸̘͉̏R̷̟̅͠e̴̛̼͛a̵̠͇͋ṣ̶͝ö̸̢́n̸̩̦̈́s̶̩̫̃̄ I gotta be a better me Ḿ̴͉̺͒̐y̶̢̽̅̍;̶̺͚̻̃͋̚ ̵͕͉͓͂̇͝m̵̩̖͆ỷ̷̖̜;̸͚̩̄̀̀ͅ ̴̤̺̆̌w̵̯̱̳͌̋̆h̶̙͍̆ö̶͔̖́̂̃l̷̻͈͋͝e̴͖̊ ̴͕̯̈̆͘l̶͚͇͍̔̒̆i̸̳̅̀͒f̴͎͓̖̍̽e̵̞͐̄ ̵̧͚̽͊͆N̴̜͈͉̄̀̈́ỏ̶̧̜ ̴̮̞̥̃̾̚s̶͉̤̀̍͝l̷̤̠̒̊̍ę̵̊̏͝e̴̙̔̃̓p̵̓ͅ;̷̗̩̓ ̷͎̈́̋͝s̶̫̗̐͊ȩ̵̾̎a̶̟͠ş̴̻͚̌͊̈́o̵̢̖̮̽̌ñ̷̗͓̏̅s̶̜͗ ̷̠̰̩̽S̷̨̠̆ṫ̶̢̲̟̉o̴̖͆̑̇r̸̩̞̤̾i̵̳̇̊e̷̩̖̿s̶̼̳̙͑ I gotta be a better me I’ve been stuck here Stuck in Limbo for days (do not resuscitate me) (chronic) I don’t think I can I don’t I will Do it right, do it right Do it right, am I doing this right? La di da da La di da da La di da da oh Oh, I’m motion sick La di da da La di da da ay, oh Oh they’re growing pains I died in The Valley Why don’t I know you anymore? Call me a *̵͕̤͓̱̳͋̒͗̏̃́͒̑͘͝*̶͙̱͓̯̝̘͕̿̈́̓̈́̈́̈*̵̣̥͚̟̰̥̉́̾̊ͅ*̸̱̳̅̿̋̋͆͝*̸̧̡̛͙̘̠͈̘̭͇̈̚͝͠*̴̱̟̣͛́͛̌̈́͒ Pain, p̷̳̆a̸̤̅i̷͂ͅn̷͉͂, p̶̧͓̤̌͒̍ă̸̫î̸̮ń̷̨̲͚, p̵̡̣̺̤̱̌̈́͘a̷̧͇͓̲͐͗̉̋͠í̶̝n̷̛̯͒̓̈̕ Can you match the way B̴̯̥̺̅̈́̈Ẽ̵̡̮̲̜͎̚N̴̰̠̔͑D̵̖̱͕̮̑̑̊͒ͅ M̸͍̓̆ỹ̶̙;̵̧̡͝ ̶͚̠͠ḿ̷̢̯̒ỷ̸̻;̷̧͝ ̶̦̟́̏w̶̰̏̎h̴͚̺̓̓o̷̠͛l̵͈̀́͜e̵̯̙͂̀ ̴̲̆ḽ̵̙͑i̷͈̰͝f̸̹̊ē̴̢̻ ̶̪̅͝N̷̫̈́o̶̡͌ ̶̰̙̊͝s̵͖̓̇ͅl̶͔̆̕ę̴͐͊e̶̤͎̐̚p̷̠͐;̶͓̎ ̷͕̥͊š̵̹e̸̛̘a̷͓̦̓ś̴̭̻͌ô̷̫͓̇n̷̜̰̉̊s̵̟̎̋ ̸̘͉̏R̷̟̅͠e̴̛̼͛a̵̠͇͋ṣ̶͝ö̸̢́n̸̩̦̈́s̶̩̫̃̄ I gotta be a better me Ḿ̴͉̺͒̐y̶̢̽̅̍;̶̺͚̻̃͋̚ ̵͕͉͓͂̇͝m̵̩̖͆ỷ̷̖̜;̸͚̩̄̀̀ͅ ̴̤̺̆̌w̵̯̱̳͌̋̆h̶̙͍̆ö̶͔̖́̂̃l̷̻͈͋͝e̴͖̊ ̴͕̯̈̆͘l̶͚͇͍̔̒̆i̸̳̅̀͒f̴͎͓̖̍̽e̵̞͐̄ ̵̧͚̽͊͆N̴̜͈͉̄̀̈́ỏ̶̧̜ ̴̮̞̥̃̾̚s̶͉̤̀̍͝l̷̤̠̒̊̍ę̵̊̏͝e̴̙̔̃̓p̵̓ͅ;̷̗̩̓ ̷͎̈́̋͝s̶̫̗̐͊ȩ̵̾̎a̶̟͠ş̴̻͚̌͊̈́o̵̢̖̮̽̌ñ̷̗͓̏̅s̶̜͗ ̷̠̰̩̽S̷̨̠̆ṫ̶̢̲̟̉o̴̖͆̑̇r̸̩̞̤̾i̵̳̇̊e̷̩̖̿s̶̼̳̙͑ I won’t get a good goodbye